The Thoughts Randomized and to the Beat of My Own Thumb
Do you hit your space bar,
the hardest?
Or is it the 'enter' key, you smash?
I've been writing now for what feels like two forevers, and one eternity.
You wouldn't know that though, just by looking at these words, so far. There is a history in existence beyond this realm of your current experiences. That's where I've been. Busy.
Always busy.
Never fearing the judge of the book cover.
I was once told, in so many words, "If there was ever a place just for you, you'd succeed there."
Imagine being the only one inside of your own little world and being unsuccessful. Could that be defined as, hell?
"I see you're feeling trapped. You need to get out more."
No kidding.
If you had all the answers,
would your question marks lie?
Will you keep them safe from the unknown known, or do you have something to hide?
Can the unheard sound of a tree falling in your forest of knowledge be seen if you're not looking?
What a strange twist.
Conquering fears
requires an army of one.
"Why are you afraid of me," said me to myself in front of you, to add to the confusion.
What's hidden within is a secret no more, and no less.
Wandering through the halls of thoughts has led me here, where I remain, until I leave again.
Nothing can remove the past. It's not so bad.
There's no way of knowing where I'm going,
until I get there.
The future looks bleak and sounds like now but in ten minutes from now, now will once again be history, in a flash.
But there's no turning back.
Everything about how I got here blends in with the rest of the haunting noise of the unforgotten past combined with an unforeseen future.
Soon,
you will begin to show your true self.
No more hiding. That doesn't work when I know you're there, somewhere.
There. On the right, where you always show yourself.
I can see you.
They probably can't,
but I can see you.
Who are you? Why are you inside of everything?
I didn't put you there.
And who are your friends?
I wasn't expecting company!
When will you leave me alone?
I see a red whore and I want to paint it black!
What the hell are you!
What the hell are you!
What the hell are you!
What the hell are you!
What the hell are you!
What the hell are you!
What the hell are you!
And that,
was that.
Squidbillies. That's what it is...
I don't even know what a squidbilly is. Do I want to know?
Most likely not. Shitty cartoon that has gotten WAY more seasons than it should have.
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The "Delete" key is what gets smashed the hardest.
And the "F" because
F
uck that prick.
You must make a lot of mistakes.
...there. I gave you another opportunity to use that fancy F key.
The never-ending path of knowing yourself!
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Everything is loading slowly using middle of nowhere, Canada internet as well.
The unknown is a part of life and having no regrets is the best way forward to learn and adapt. We see it here and out there!
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i don't smash keys, maybe i sometimes should
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I don't care which key you hit the hardest, just don't remove the spacebar unless you're a trained watchmaker.
Backspace, that's my angry key, oh and I, but that's just cuz it's sticky like it got some resin jammed down the side... might've come to think of it
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