ONE'S LIFESTYLE, SELF

So many will end a lifetime without having one!
Why should you analyse your personality, growth and experiences from the mirror of other?

Why do you hold opinions of others higher than personal convictions?
Why sacrifice self on the template of others?

I have grown to hold my individuality at high esteem. I have come to accept, own, love and assert myself in a way that no one can undermine my sensibilities, self awareness is neither a strive to put yourself where others cannot reach nor a resort to a mediocre existence, but a consciousness that points you to your uniqueness, strength, weakness and struggles and which also bolsters contentment and fulfilment.

Self is one's lifestyle/lifetime.
We grow from within reason why the mind is an exclusive preserve.

We evolve capacity and work from within...
You can't grow beyond the power of self and you can't assert an outward self more powerfully that the inner might.
We are faces with many struggles but one of such shouldn't be a crashed personality.

We should not struggle because we want to attract validation, approval and applause from others.

We should only venture on self inspired journies, based on the understanding of personal purpose and conviction.
The struggles of life are largely personal, there are experiences that even the closest person in your life cannot share(sickness and death), so I ask, what inspired your struggles?

I find the level of assertiveness
I now exude very fulfilling, against the erstwhile impressionistic person I used to be. Now, I am unapologetically me, and I guard my personality, space and mind jealousy because I now understand that self betrayal is worst form of betrayal.

If you put me down, I should be able to hack myself up, yes, by the spirit that works in me.
I am not a narcissist by I am so obsessed with the sanity of self
Life is a personal race, when I get to the point where I'll be completely detached from everything, achievements, friends and family, I must have groomed a healthy self, strong enough to walk the boulevard of eternity.

I am sorry I won't value you if you don't value me; I won't throw myself at you even if you own the world, I won't listen to you more than my inner sweet voice that Is inspired by the holy spirit.

Good night🌚
Sunshine writes🖋️