How I Think!

The wheels in motion, I open myself up to receive! Surrendering myself, to all that I was once holding onto. Why is it, that we feel this need to hold on so tightly, perhaps it's because of this sense of security we get, when we are occupied, when we grab onto, the very things that hold us back.

It's like we flip a switch and finally we can see, see how we have created this false sense of security around ourselves. And yet the only security we need is within. To feel safe, in this, our purest form.

To not get distracted by the colour of things, by the sheen that they may give off. Within a flash, our attention is taken and we go back to the beginning again. To allow ourselves to get lost? Lost in our own heads, going over and over everything that presents itself to us, building barricades that kept us held and contained. Allowing waves of doubt to pound upon us, drowning in our own dismay!

And now this!

I fall, into moments of pure bliss, as my mind expands, beyond anything that I could have imagined. To see the real, raw beauty, that exists in everything, how each step is a new discovery into who we really are. This gift of surrendering, envelops me and I am free!

Let the music lift me up, into worlds, that I never knew existed. Here is where I want to get lost, this wild place, where I can rejoice at the life that I have, where I get to be the conductor and each dream like strings, that hold me together and play like fragrant dreams, that caress and tease me with their form. I witness the beauty of it all and I freefall. I let it all rush past, as each key that is played, guides me onto another dream.

It hits me like thunder, this beat that explodes within my mind and these voices, that imprint images of solidarity ! Let that beat drop, let all the instruments carry me, mold me, I am ready to be reborn, with these sounds. It builds and builds and I rise above it all, my body no longer, my being transformed!

Oh the beauty of it all, of transcendence, of life itself, of each gift of enlightenment, a steeping stone that brought me to this, my greatest moment. I breathe in the world and it breathes me back out.

Each drop, an invitation. I sway with the beauty of these sounds, the samples that create this structure, which I now dissolve into. Oneness, openness! I am reborn!

Eyes closed,

I breathe and embrace what greets me, my senses carry me and I enter into my world. My creation, my realization. Movement, flow, allow it all to settle into being. Waves, that crashed upon me, now lift me up and embody me!

Let me introduce, these new words, new sounds, that help us find our wings, the beginning of all things.
Within and without, as though we ever really had a doubt, of the magic that courses through our veins.
Right here, I take it with me, this flow of empowerment, I swim within it and become it, oneness, in it's purest form!
Oh the beauty, that surrounds, that we wear as crowns, pure power, pure rage that caused me to disengage.
this I tell you, is where our true potential is reborn.
Let me swim these tides with you, let us raise our voices and heal our minds, burning these blinds, that fell like thick mist upon our eyes!
I rise to meet you, my heart open, bleeding love to all that greets you!

This is what happens, when I just allow myself to write, with no plan, no intention, to just let it all flow out. If my life was music, this is what it would sound like (below) and this is how I would describe it!