Childbirth

Even when we try to act brave, there's always this one thing that whenever we think of it or it mistakenly comes to our mind we get this chill following down our spine and then hope it never becomes real and it only remains in our head.

The first thing that comes to mind whenever I'm asked my greatest fear is the inevitable Mr. Death, I get so scared when the thought of losing a loved one or a family member and then the fact that death it the one thing that can't be changed and happens anyway only makes it more frightening.

Being scared makes us all human, we get scared at one point in our life's the courage not to let it show and overcoming or managing it is a huge responsibility.

Growing up, I have always had a thing for kids especially the cute and smart ones. Whenever I see children I just start wishing I could have mine and one way or the other kids are always fond of me.

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But then I have always had this fear for child birth, the whole scenario that comes with it jeez...the thought alone is lquite terrifying.
It's so scary when I hear people talk about how most women die during the process of child birth, after the whole screaming and most of them don't even give it a try they just end up dying even before the whole process begins.

Most times whenever I'm alone especially when I'm trying to sleep, in a quick flash I would see a scene of a pregnant woman trying to put to bed, but then there's a complication and then things go wrong I would scream out so loud from my thoughts with a terrifying look on my face. It got so bad that my love for kids started fading because the thought of it wasn't a good one for me.

My fear doesn't just end with the whole child birth thing it's also becomes worst if during or in the process, the woman ends up dying. Thinking about this right now is really scary I really do hope I overcome this fear because in the future I might end up not having kids of my own out of fear.