What a beautiful Day today! It's weekend so y'all know already what'd special on this day. Aside from it's a Rest Day and Family Day, it is also the time for Weekend Engagement Concept on the Communities - WEEKEND EXPERIENCE. And once again, Thank You so much @galenkp for initiating this kind of events every Weekend, Salamat! As for the said weekend engagement concept - we have Five topic that we can choose this weekend. Ohooo, five topic, that's awesome. And as for my topic, I will go with this - Finish the sentence:

This weekend I found out I only have one year to live and I...

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When you thought nothing can ever snatch the happiness that you are feeling inside. You are so sure that no one can ever break it like problems can't even get in the way to ruin that happiness. And then all of a sudden that happiness was instantly gone. It was sweep away together with the hope that the next day, it is just a normal but a happy day that is waiting for you.

"Sorry, but you only have a year to live."

It is just sudden. We are celebrating my 30th Birthday when I suddenly feel dizziness. I thought it is just a simple headache that is causing it but my family I faint while getting foods on buffet. I was rush to the hospital and when I woke up, the bomb was drop in front of my saying I only have 1 year to live. I mean, is this a birthday prank or what? I am just 30 but I will only live for 1 year? How sick is that? Why me? Seriously?

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When I heard it I want to faint again but too sad it didn't happen. My head aches more because of it. Tears seems elusive that even if my eyes is so itchy to release some tears, it's not coming out. I find it too fast and too sudden that I can't believe that it is happening to me now. I mean, just like in the movie? How original right? But the difference is - it is my reality now. I am dying and I only have one year to live. Me!

Thinking about those times that I put off those happenings in the past because of my work. I can't help but to regret not doing it earlier. When you learned that you only have a little time in the world, you will really think of those past happenings that you missed in your life. Just like what's happening to me now. Why I didn't think of doing the things I need to do while doing what I want to do right. I could've just do both.

If only I can go back in time, I will do those things that I missed on doing before and I will really live happily. If only. But on second thought, instead of sulking her in my room like doing it will change my situation. I should go outside and live the remaining life I have happily. Yes! I should do that. This weekend I found out I only have one year to live and I will make the most out of that remaining one year. That's still plenty of time.

I already created a checklist before but I set it aside and totally forget all about it. But now I have all the reason to do it. It's just ironic because the Money I saved in for the span of working on my last company will be put here. It's funny too just thinking about it. Ahh, I should forget being salty about it. That's my destiny so I should just accept it. Accept it and ready the list of what I should do in my remaining time.

My Bucket List:

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1. Learn how to Drive a Motorcycle this is a long time wish. My Mom has a motorcycle and she want me to learn it but I am the one who's avoiding to learn it. I'm not sure what's stopping me but I regretted that I didn't take that chance to learn it. But I wil do it now and once I learn it, I will use that to Travel. That would be so cool.

1. Travel alone and visit a Beach. It's one of my dream to visit the white sand beach somewhere in Puerto Galera Mindoro Philippines. College Days when one of our Classmates invited there because her Aunt own a resort. But sadly, I wasn't able to come because of financial problem and also my Mom won't allow me.

2. Try Skinny Dipping without minding other people. This kind of thing to me is like a challenge and at the same time adventure. I just want to experience something unbelievable that will make people raise their eyebrows. I want to do something extreme and be with the nature. This is one of my way in enjoying my life to the fullest.

3. Get a Tattoo in my back a minimalist design. Just something that will define me. I was in High School when I first had the urge to get that. But for sure I will only get a beating to my Mom if I do that that is why I drop the thought. But now that I am free to do anything I will now do it. And no one will stop me now.

4. Find a place to stay the remaining 6 months of my life. After doing all I want, I want to live in a place close to the sea and to where I can watch the Sunrise every morning and Sunset every afternoon. That kind of life where I can reminisce my fast life. I want it far from my family so that they won't see me having a hard time. I want them to remember me as a Happy person. Call me selfish but I just don't want them sad.

Life is too short, we don't know when will our life will end. We are not so sure on what's gonna happen on the coming days so make sure that you are living your life to the fullest. Enjoy life, live the way you want it and make sure that you prioritize yourself too and not just the others. Be happy.