my dear Ana / mi querida Ana [Eng - Esp]

He cried every day and night, he said that nothing mattered to him in this life, that he wanted to end everything, if it wasn't for the help of his friend who stopped him and made him see reason, Ishmael was never himself, when he lost his wife in the hands of cold death, he hardly went to the farm as he used to, his gardens became a thick bush but not everything bothered him, he just wanted to be with her, see her again and feel her, his arms closest to her.

One day, Josh approached him, he knew how difficult it is for him, but he didn't want him to throw his life away like that because of what happened a few months ago, he started saying: "it hurts". so much every time he remembers that he is suffering from losing his wife, but it hurts him even more to see that his farm is not weeds and that all the crops now also struggle to survive due to too many unwanted crops growing among them.

But can a afflicted person ever think of plants? None of that ever mattered to Ishmael, he hated the world he lived in and called it cruel, he hated death for taking away his lovely wife, he suffers day and night, Ishmael and Josh turn out to be great friends whose friendship began when they were in the High school, Ishmael and Josh were farmers who planted all kinds of crops, but seeing his friends farm covered with unwanted crops killed him with no emotions, he couldn't help but continue and help him remove the unwanted crops in the farm.

He knew that his friend Ishmael might do something stupid because of how he felt about his wife's sudden departure, he didn't want that to happen, so he had to stay with him, comfort him, and then continue to talk some sense into him, so that Ishmael wouldn't even consider doing something stupid with his life, that morning, when he woke up, he didn't see his friend Ishmael, he gets up and walks outside but there was no trace of him, he looked for him but found him at the other end of the house, holding a knife ready to pierce through his heart.

Josh rushed over and took the knife from him, hugged him and said, "If you took your life now, remember your children's, how they would survive in this world alone without you, their father."
"I thought you should know better than me Ishmael, what's wrong with you, for the sake of our friendship, I'm here to cheer you up and make you happy, why do you want to make me regret my stay in your house"?

The broken man heard a word stronger than words, he realized that he allowed the pain to occupy his heart and did not know even though death took his beloved wife, she had people left who can make him remember her in his heart, when Ishmael listened to his friend Josh reasons that day, he realized that he had gone too far and in that moment, he aborted every habits that can cause him to take his own life.

It was a situation that he didn't understand what to do anymore, Ishmael took it too far and was ready to sacrifice himself for the death of his wife, but Josh's words healed him and became his strength and he couldn't see more reasons anymore to do anything stupid, he apologized to Josh and said that from that day on he would stop trying to kill himself.

Ismael was happy again and started his farming activities, that day on the farm, he saw a dancing flower, he knows it was his wife, who came to send good morning greetings to him on the farm, Ismael took the dancing flower home and plant it in the backyard of his house.

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Él lloraba todos los días y noches, decía que nada le importaba en esta vida, que quería acabar con todo, si no fuera por la ayuda de su amigo que lo detuvo y le hizo entrar en razón, Ismael nunca fue él mismo, cuando perdió a su esposa en manos de la fría muerte, apenas iba a la finca como antes, sus jardines se convirtieron en un espeso matorral pero no todo le molestaba, solo quería estar con ella, volver a verla y sentirla, sus brazos más cerca de ella.

Un día, Josh se le acercó, sabía lo difícil que es para él, pero no quería que tirara su vida así por lo que pasó hace unos meses, empezó a decir: "me duele". tanto cada vez que recuerda que está sufriendo por la pérdida de su esposa, pero le duele aún más ver que su granja no es mala hierba y que todos los cultivos ahora también luchan por sobrevivir debido a que crecen demasiados cultivos no deseados entre ellos.

Pero, ¿puede una persona afligida pensar alguna vez en las plantas? A Ishmael nunca le importó nada de eso, odiaba el mundo en el que vivía y lo llamaba cruel, odiaba la muerte por quitarle a su amada esposa, sufre día y noche, Ishmael y Josh resultan ser grandes amigos cuya amistad comenzó cuando se conocieron. estaban en la escuela secundaria, Ishmael y Josh eran agricultores que plantaban todo tipo de cultivos, pero ver la granja de sus amigos cubierta con cultivos no deseados lo mató sin emociones, no pudo evitar continuar y ayudarlo a eliminar los cultivos no deseados en la granja .

Sabía que su amigo Ismael podría hacer algo estúpido por lo que sentía por la partida repentina de su esposa, no quería que eso sucediera, así que tenía que quedarse con él, consolarlo y luego continuar haciéndole entrar en razón. , para que Ismael ni siquiera considerara hacer alguna tontería con su vida, esa mañana al despertar no vio a su amigo Ismael, se levanta y camina afuera pero no había ni rastro de él, buscó lo encontró en el otro extremo de la casa, sosteniendo un cuchillo listo para atravesar su corazón.

Josh corrió y le quitó el cuchillo, lo abrazó y dijo: "Si te quitaras la vida ahora, recuerda la de tus hijos, cómo sobrevivirían en este mundo solos sin ti, su padre".
"Pensé que deberías saber mejor que yo Ismael, qué te pasa, por el bien de nuestra amistad, estoy aquí para animarte y hacerte feliz, ¿por qué quieres hacer que me arrepienta de mi estadía en tu casa?" ?

El hombre quebrantado escucho una palabra mas fuerte que las palabras, se dio cuenta que permitio que el dolor ocupara su corazon y no sabia que a pesar de que la muerte se llevo a su amada esposa, a ella le quedaron personas que pueden hacer que la recuerde en su corazon, cuando Ismael escucho a su amigo Josh razona ese día, se dio cuenta de que había ido demasiado lejos y en ese momento, abortó todos los hábitos que pueden llevarlo a quitarse la vida.

Era una situación que ya no entendía qué hacer, Ismael lo llevó demasiado lejos y estaba listo para sacrificarse por la muerte de su esposa, pero las palabras de Josh lo sanaron y se convirtieron en su fuerza y ​​no pudo ver más razones. como para hacer algo estúpido, se disculpó con Josh y le dijo que a partir de ese día dejaría de intentar suicidarse.

Ismael volvió a estar feliz y comenzó sus actividades agrícolas, ese día en la finca, vio una flor danzante, sabe que era su esposa, quien vino a enviarle un saludo de buenos días a la finca, Ismael llevó la flor danzante a casa y plantó en el patio trasero de su casa.

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