In memory of my mother...

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HEY FAM, HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GREAT DAY...


It's been 11 years since I have lost my mother, time flies really quickly and I still feel it was yesterday when my mother was with me. I always think about her but for the past couple of days, I am missing her badly and was feeling low. The contribution she had made holding our family and raising us is hard to describe. She sacrificed a lot and left us when she was 40 years old. Her death was sudden and I haven't got a chance to say a proper goodbye. She was not in front of my eyes and it was sudden death. Somehow the entire situation I have been carrying in me for 11 years is like a burden. Her picture is in my mind but blurry, I often think how she would look like if she was with me. The pain is hard to describe and the emptiness only can be felt. My sorrow will only understand those who lost their parents.

I barely talk about my mother, I don't feel comfortable talking about her. But 12 years is going to complete soon since she passed away and I still think she is with us, among us, looking at us.

Anyway, I started learning timelapse and hyper-lapse video creation, still need some practice and have to learn how to edit such videos. I am so excited about it.

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It's been 11 years since I have lost my mother, time flies really quickly and I still feel it was yesterday when my mother was with me. I always think about her but for the past couple of days, I am missing her badly and was feeling low. The contribution she had made holding our family and raising us is hard to describe. She sacrificed a lot and left us when she was 40 years old. Her death was sudden and I haven't got a chance to say a proper goodbye. She was not in front of my eyes and it was sudden death. Somehow the entire situation I have been carrying in me for 11 years is like a burden. Her picture is in my mind but blurry, I often think how she would look like if she was with me. The pain is hard to describe and the emptiness only can be felt. My sorrow will only understand those who lost their parents.

I'm really sorry For the loss of your mother, there's nothing like the love of a mother there's this more internal relationship between mothers and children even the fathers sometimes don't build those relationships that's why when we can't find mothers around us again is like some part of us Left us.
Dear @priyanarc take heart believe me your mom is happy where she is right now she will be glad that you followed the paths she made for you. Thanks for sharing your experience.

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love of a mother there's this more internal relationship between mothers and children even the fathers sometimes don't build those relationships

Yes, children mostly stay connected to their mother more than their father besides I was never so connected to my dad because he stayed away from home for job purposes. I honestly feel guilty and sad thinking that I couldn't fulfill my responsibilities properly.

I hope she is happy, one thing I have done for her and that is I fulfilled one of her wishes, she couldn't experience it or was not here to see it in person but I hope she feels proud about me wherever she is...

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12 years is indeed a long time but I can surely sense how sad this is causing you

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I wish I could explain what kind of feeling it is, somehow I feel guilty as I was so young to do something for her...

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I barely talk about my mother, I don't feel comfortable talking about her. But 12 years is going to complete soon since she passed away and I still think she is with us, among us, looking at us.
Maybe you should talk about her! How did she die... I guess you prefer not to talk to us about it. It is okay... but 12 years is a long time. I'm very sorry, @priyanarc!
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How did she die

She had silent diabetics which we were not aware of, she never express anything about her diseases. Inside it was killing her. The day she died, she was traveling and all of a sudden her chest has started paining and within 5 minutes she had a severe stroke and brain hemorrhage... So she died all of a sudden while traveling, she was visiting my dad as he was living in another state for job purposes. She came home but only her body had arrived...

It was so shocking to see her dead body in front of me. It's a long time but I guess I still couldn't get over that accident...

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Oh wow! So tragic! To think that diabetes maybe reversed if diagnosed early enough!!!
I'm very sorry, @priyanarc. Anyone would be so shocked if one is not aware and suddenly a mom is brought home dead. I'm sorry. And you've been keeping it to yourself....
I am here, in case you need to talk.
Just holler.

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I always try to remember good memories of my mother with me or around me though sometimes that incident I can't avoid. The sadness easily makes me feel broken inside but I have accepted the reality though it took a year to heal my inside wound.

Thanks, dear for understanding and being there for me...

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It's been 11 years since I have lost my mother, time flies really quickly and I still feel it was yesterday when my mother was with me.

I feel the same about mine. It was a little bit more than 4 years ago. She died on 2017.12.17 because of brain tumor (cancer).

The contribution she had made holding our family and raising us is hard to describe. She sacrificed a lot and left us when she was 40 years old.

I can say something similar about mine. She was 64 years old. She did everything for us (for my brother and for me). She worked during her entire life. Even in her early pensioner age.

Her death was sudden and I haven't got a chance to say a proper goodbye.

My mother's death was also sudden. She was fine in the summer. It all started in the autumn/fall. It was very quick. The cancer took her one week before Christmas. At least we said goodbye. She said that no matter what happens, she loves us. This was in the hospital. This scene is still in front of my eyes.

The pain is hard to describe and the emptiness only can be felt.

I know it from experience.

I barely talk about my mother, I don't feel comfortable talking about her.

It is not easy to talk about.

But 12 years is going to complete soon since she passed away and I still think she is with us, among us, looking at us.

She is watching you from above. Just like mine is watching my brother and me.

Anyway, I started learning timelapse and hyper-lapse video creation, still need some practice and have to learn how to edit such videos. I am so excited about it.

Starting learning something is a good way to start a new year.

I give you some !PIZZA and some !LUV.

Happy New Year.

Have a nice day. All the best. Greetings and much love from Hungary.

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My mom died of a sudden brain hemorrhage while traveling, most saddest part was after her death when I looked into her phone, the last call was mine which she couldn't receive, she was already dead but I had no idea about it. I can feel your pain too, it's similar because the emptiness we feel every day is hard to express. We are living life like usual, the only thing is our beloved don't stay with us forever. I accepted her death, her absence but sometimes can't control my sadness and emotions for her...

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I'm sorry for what happened with both you and @priyanarc. I have already read your story before, but it still feels sad reading it again.

I give you some !PIZZA, !ALIVE, !PGM, and !WINE with some !LUV to help you (even a bit) feel better.

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This is the only case in the world, where the money does not make any difference, but of course I am very grateful and very happy for every help and support. Thank you so much for the tokens. I also give you some !PIZZA and some !LUV.

Have nice day. All the best. Greetings and much love from Hungary.

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Thank you for your appreciation of my comment. Of course, money cannot be used to overcome passing away, even just for short moments.

Thank you too for the !PIZZA and the !LUV. I also give you some !ALIVE tokens.

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Hey sis
This loss will always remain and sorry for your loss. 12 year is long time but I can understand how you must be feeling.

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Thank you brother, it's an empty feeling living life without my mother...

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I just corrected once again, all good now :D. Thanks for the info...

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It is sad. I am glad you decided to talk about it because I believe talking about things helps. We have a saying that talking about issues helps to "get it off your chest". Helps to heal somewhat. Yet I do think it is a sadness that should never entirely go away.

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At first the days are all a foggy blur then the years tend to go by fast after the loss of a family member.

Your dear mother is still with you. She is alive in your heart and in the tender memories you have in your mind. Hold onto those and know one day you will be together again!

I was saddened to read about the tragic circumstances and cause of her death. Please take care of your health as diabetes and conditions related to the heart tend to be hereditary.

You are a beautiful person inside and out, Priyan!

Sending hugs and prayers of comfort from your friend in the USA!💓🙏

Much love! @priyanarc

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