MY PAST//IF I HAD KNOWN

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If I could change the hands of time; Many things I will so much love to correct if I'm given just ten minutes to do that, but ten minutes will be too small to do lots of things that's on my mind.

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That is why they say if wishes were horses, I would have traveled to correct so many mistake I made some years back. I would have said that I will use the ten minutes to correct the decision I made in 2013 when I was introduced to cryptocurrency, I was told to invest in Bitcoin when it was still very much affordable, though to invest i needed money to do that but instead I thought I was being dribbled by the person who introduced me to it.

Knowing how Bitcoin have risen from that time till now, if I had made that decision to invest i would have become a millionaire, but instead of using the only ten minutes I have to change my life into becoming a millionaire, I will rather use it for something else. Though making money is one of my agenda, to be very rich and to be able to buy whatever I wanted anything any day.

Also, some years back, I made a decision that if I had known then I would have taken another step but I didn't know. When I first wrote my exam to study medicine and surgery in the university of Calabar, I had so many choices, I was even advised to go to Delta state university or any other universities since unical is a competition school but I turned deaf ears saying if not unical then no other school. I was so young then, I wanted to school very far from the house, that has always been my idea but things changed, I didn't get the admission after applying in unical but when I changed school to the one I'm going now, I was given admission without any further delay. I can as well change that with just ten minutes but I don't want to, how I wish I have more than just ten minutes, I would have changed a lot from my past

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I can actually say that I will use the ten minutes to travel back to my childhood were I get to spend time with my loved ones especially my siblings. Since my siblings and I hardly communicate with each others, the bond is not longer there though we talk once in awhile but I still prefer the bond we had when we were younger. I would have loved to spend that special time with them again.

The only thing I will change with ten minutes is to travel back to when my mum was still alive, I want to give her a hug and tell her how much I do miss her. If possible change the hospital she was to a better one before she died. I'm sure if the doctors had known she was bleeding internally after delivery, they would have done something to safe her life. I will use the ten minutes to change the hospital or probably inform the Doctors, then my mum would have been alive today. I wanted her to see how big I have grown and what I have achieved in life.

THANKFUL FOR READING MY POST



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You do sure have many things to do if you had to go back in time.

I hope you get to spend some time someday with your siblings 🤗🤗.

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Oh dear, I thank God for you. Your future is much more glorious than your past past your Mum will be smiling from heaven where she is now to see the woman you have become. And your siblings, that bond can still come back like it never left. Just be intentional about it, be patient with them and not too long, you guys will be inseparable. Thank you for sharing 🧡

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Your proud would be so proud of you right now..it would be great for you to see her or head back to your childhood to spend time with your siblings..The Crypto investment hurts everyone too

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Delay isn't denial, Though you were let down by the first institution, but it could be God will fighting your battle in his best approach, and as per Crypto, everyone wish the same, I hope other doors of opportunity opens and That God will open our eyes to see and get into them on time.

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Amen
Thanks for your wonderful congratulations

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Wow, you really have a lot to do with the 10mins but I assure you that good things awaits your future👍

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Sincerely, I wished my mom too was alive to see how I am doing today. It is always hurting me to see she isn't here to see her girl doing great. At least we have moved on and becoming the best person is what we should focus on. Dreemport led me here.

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It really hurts when you loose a love one, someone so special in your life but God knows best.

Thanks for stopping by

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Thank you for sharing those moments. I can relate to them for sure.

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Aah Nancy, I do feel for you... those are a few really really good uses for revisiting 10 minutes of your life... to be a bit more well off financially to support yourself and family and friends better, to make more informed educational decisions, to spend more time delighting in the joys of childhood with your siblings (rivalry and all - the best of times, right?), and the ultimate, to get more time with your mom.

Now, this last one I so hear you on and my heart truly connect with you on this. I lost my mom a few years ago. She had a heart attack borne out of high blood pressure that she was not aware of until it was pretty much too late. Thing is, we all knew that she had health issues but she was so so stubborn and refused to see a doctor. I tried so hard to reason with her and she finally told me that it was not my choice to make (to see a doc or not) and that I must have peace with her decision and not feel like I could have done anything to change her mind later if something bad were to happen.

Well, it did happen and she was taken from us too early :-( and I am so so pleased that I was able to have that chat with my mom a couple of years before she died... BUT... I did get her to go see the doctor a month before she died and she went on to blood pressure meds (but sadly it proved too late!)... and a part of me still wishes I had pushed much harder to get her there sooner. (I did push hard - I mean we fought about it... in the nicest way possible... but one always wonders in hindsight whether we could have done more)... just hold on to the good memories my lovely... I know that is what I am doing. I found your post in Dreemport today and look forward to reading more of your posts here in the coming weeks. !LUV !ALIVE !LADY

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You did you best by pushing hard for her to go visit the doctor, how I wish she saw the doctor early enough, it would have saved her. Anyways, everything happens for a reason and God knows best.

Thanks for your support, I really appreciate 🥰😍

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It is normal, as we grow older and begin to face our lives, we might get carried away with responsibilities and the bond between friends can grow a bit cold. It happens even between siblings...
It is just a call to action that something should be done so that you would not just be siblings by name only.
Thank you for sharing this with us.

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Thanks for your wonderful contribution, I really appreciate

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