My Nagetive Thought Contest#261

My negative thought was that I was caused(family caused) because I always lag behind in things among my set or let me but it that my age group, making it seem like I'm have family issues. I'll start by talking about my Academic career first.
After completing secondary school, finding admission was very difficult. I waited for 5 years, sitting for JAMB every year, but didn't secure admission. Since Jamb decided to jamb me every year ,Ilater decided to attend college of health technology to study community health. After graduating, most of my colleagues secured Government jobs, I faced challenges finding employment. I've been working with private hospitals on a temporary basis. After all my waiting for 12 years still no Reasonable job. I decided to continued to pursue my education back.
Three years ago, I obtained direct entry to a university, but by the time admission was granted, I couldn't afford to proceed due to financial problem. First time in my entire life gaining admission into university after series of attempt, I fect like be caused.

So last year i worked hard to save money , determined to further my education and believe nothing will stop me that time around,I obtained direct entry, but when i went to the JAMB office, was sent back to school to resolve an issue with JAMB code, getting to school, i discovered that i couldn't use the direct entry with the result held at hand , this same result that I used to gain admission previous years back . I was told i needed to go through a different process (CHO course) first, which will take me extra two years again to be able to obtained D.E.
Jamb has closed if am to start a fresh
This means i'll have to wait another year, and it's frustrating because it affects me a lot.
And am not just the only one . this education issues almost affect everyone in my family except one person that Graduated with series of challenges .

But I'm still determined not to give up and am ready to start afresh. I'm waiting for the next JAMB registration, because I've decided that no matter what it takes, I'll get a reasonable certificate. I'm not letting this setback get in my way – I'm breaking the cause of my frustration and pushing forward.
@temmylade