A love story came to an end

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Fallen eyes reflections of a mirror
a love story came to an end
absence of laughter is what I observe,
a beautiful tale with no happy ending.
Enraged in my lifeless world
the birds sing their melodies
they want to infect me with their joy,
and I fade in my melancholy.
The rain moves away with its gray color
I would like to tear you away in my moaning
I would drag my soul until I bleed,
to find me in my solitude.
My bed can no longer contain
rivers of weeping that flood my being
if I could extirpate my heart,
bury it alive and mitigate my pain.
You motivated my soul to dream
you filled me with life and freedom
and when I thought I could embrace you
you have gone away like a shooting star.
I burst into tears if I remember your voice
"baby I love you" echoes in my being
I wonder if oblivion has finally caught up with you,
stunned I agonize without your love.
Mara, it's the water that I have to drink
bitter your absence like gall
silences that break my reason,
voids that knot my heart.
Lacking a gift that never came
desolate I live in a corner
shaken by what your love left behind,
a day of joy and a silent goodbye.
But I am alive and blind I am not
I fight against my wound, I have courage
what hurts doesn't kill, they say,
I will have the strength to survive.