You can do whatever you want. You can rest or you can do nothing, no one has the right to tell you what to do. However, don’t ask for a luxury lifestyle when you choose not to hassle yourself. I think it’s obvious not to have delicious food when you don’t work hard to earn. There’s a miracle maybe but there’s no such thing that happens out of the blue for no reason.

Lately, a thought of complaining came to my mind. You know, handling the store for a whole week got me tiring. I woke up early at like 5 in the morning and slept at 10 or 11 in the evening and got exhausted. I sighed and breathed deeply, “What a life, I want to have fun at least.” Yes, I’ve been thinking about the memories I had before when I was free and young. I can do whatever I want as long as I don't get myself hungry.

My life right now is completely different from how it was and not just that; The way how I think of life right now as well. I barely cared about the kind of future I might have but now, I’m always worried if there is something I can use when an emergency comes or problems might occur. This is so not me if I’d compare how I was before, physically and mentally.

Yes, last night, it was already evening when I sat outside the house. I loosen up my shoulder while taking a deep breath. I got tired thinking how late it was and I couldn’t do anything but to sleep then. I was a bit aggrieved because there was something I wanted but I couldn’t. How could I when I drained myself already? All I could was to sit while watching the surroundings and then later on go to sleep.

There were times I considered myself being imprisoned. Imagine, even just standing outside is hard to do because of the many things I must do. It’s not always maybe but most of the time. It’s not hard maybe but it’s not easy as well wanting to have a better life.

Yeah, when I started to think regretful I looked at the other side of life. I began appreciating the things that I am having right now. For example, mobile phones, gadgets, delicious food, to go to certain places, etc. If I didn’t sacrifice some of my daily happiness I don’t think I can have those. There’s always an exchange for every hardship we’ve been through. All we need is to endure some because, in the future, greater rewards pay through it.

We should just focus on our goal and make sure not to give up easily. There’s no shortcut in achieving, so take your time enduring and at the same remain positive in life. There’s always a harvesting season when you plant something.

Thank you for reading

This was the successful distribution of school supplies at Anislagon Elementary School.

This was my previous post about asking for support for school supplies.

https://hive.blog/hive-188409/@mrnightmare89/project-school-supplies-3-details-and-expenses

https://peakd.com/hive-188409/@mrnightmare89/ydfzmyed

https://hive.blog/hive-125125/@mrnightmare89/anislagon-elementary-school-needs-support

I just did it on my own this time even though I did not receive support.
https://peakd.com/hive-101690/@mrnightmare89/fixing-the-basketball-ring-at

This was my first ever asking for support.

https://hive.blog/hive-174578/@mrnightmare89/project-basketball-ring-by-hive

This was my first sponsorship.

https://hive.blog/hive-174578/@mrnightmare89/sponsoring-first-day-of-flores-de-mayo

By the way, I am accepting hive/hbd in my store.
https://hive.blog/hive-167922/@mrnightmare89/hivehbd-will-be-accepted-in-my-store-and-future-plans

https://hive.blog/hive-176874/@mrnightmare89/project-school-supplies-2

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_{Paul is the name but prefers to be called mrnightmare that feels like living in the dream. A country boy and a dreamboy (dreamer) who likes to stay in a small village even though it means abandoning the future to become a seaman. The passion is writing but not sailing in the vast ocean. Don't wonder if the face will not be shown, this is better where the words can flow smoothly. Come, you can tell me your stories and I'll tell you mine. Together, let's explore the world by broadening our thoughts. If you need a shoulder I can lean you mine and I hope I can lean yours. The world is fun when living is not being alone but with someone.}

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