The good news is, my wife has officially become a teacher as of today. Will I be happy or sad, or maybe excited? To tell you the truth, I don't have those. I'm the type of person who doesn't appreciate the small things in life. Well, I fully understand that it's not my success it's hers. Of course, I'm happy for her, she is the love of my life after all.

So yeah, how can I say it? Perhaps I'm a little afraid of a new way of life that is coming for both of us. It's been 2 years since we started living together with our small store that provides us with our daily needs. Why I'm feeling unsure, maybe because the daily routine we had every day will now change. She will be teaching the whole day while I'm at home, watching over the store. I'm wondering.

Yes, it's like a new beginning for both of us; A new adulting lifestyle perhaps. That's me, when I think about the future it always scares me. That's why, you know what, I avoid thinking of what's coming ahead because I'm afraid to face it or I don't know how to fight it. Call me a coward, I know but how can I not when the used-to-happiness will change because of hoping for a better future.

It's not easy to adjust for sure, especially when I'm already living on it. You know that kind of feeling when you wake up and you can see the usual happenings everyday? If you will not, you will be kind of sad and wishing to have that kind of feeling again. I'm aware that all of us in this world can not escape the time. We grow old, changes are inevitable but if it is just possible to hope to stay the same, why not, right?

I will be busy at the store, and maybe won't have spare time to write, which is my utopia when life seems busy and the world seems boring. I'm a dramatic guy, so writing is my only way to express my emotions. Now, it will be hard for me to write because of this sudden change of life. I don't know where or how I can let my words and emotions come out.

Thank you for reading

This was the successful distribution of school supplies at Anislagon Elementary School.

This was my previous post about asking for support for school supplies.

https://hive.blog/hive-188409/@mrnightmare89/project-school-supplies-3-details-and-expenses

https://peakd.com/hive-188409/@mrnightmare89/ydfzmyed

https://hive.blog/hive-125125/@mrnightmare89/anislagon-elementary-school-needs-support

I just did it on my own this time even though I did not receive support.
https://peakd.com/hive-101690/@mrnightmare89/fixing-the-basketball-ring-at

This was my first ever asking for support.

https://hive.blog/hive-174578/@mrnightmare89/project-basketball-ring-by-hive

This was my first sponsorship.

https://hive.blog/hive-174578/@mrnightmare89/sponsoring-first-day-of-flores-de-mayo

By the way, I am accepting hive/hbd in my store.
https://hive.blog/hive-167922/@mrnightmare89/hivehbd-will-be-accepted-in-my-store-and-future-plans

https://hive.blog/hive-176874/@mrnightmare89/project-school-supplies-2

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ABOUT ME

_{Paul is the name but prefers to be called mrnightmare that feels like living in the dream. A country boy and a dreamboy (dreamer) who likes to stay in a small village even though it means abandoning the future to become a seaman. The passion is writing but not sailing in the vast ocean. Don't wonder if the face will not be shown, this is better where the words can flow smoothly. Come, you can tell me your stories and I'll tell you mine. Together, let's explore the world by broadening our thoughts. If you need a shoulder I can lean you mine and I hope I can lean yours. The world is fun when living is not being alone but with someone.}

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