4.00 Am Diaries

Its 4.00 AM, ive some pending tasks to complete, and so I got caffeinated so badly that I'm still sleepless. No worries, it's the weekend, so no office in the morning, and that's sleep is on vacation as well for now, and gonna compensate for that in the morning. I think that's fair enough.

Oh, the reason behind mentioning the time is that, as my hands are on the keyboard and I'm stressing out on the tasks, I'm hearing a group of boys singing a song at this hour. Evrywhere its pin drop silence and their voices are floating on and on. There is a university nearby, so I am damn sure these are the university students, fresh ones with a forever group, most probably. I know the playlist, it's old, I used to participate in such singing collaborations with friends back in 2019. Maybe not in such late hours, but we did, the same energy, the same feelings, the same lyrics.

To be honest, I feel happy whenever I am like completing my tasks, working on them, and seeing the progress is kinda satisfactory. Getting stuck is what irritates me the most. It's like trial and error is fine, whereas staying on the same problem with nothing to try is kinda frustrating. Like, I was going through something that I already know and working with, but my knowledge lacks, need to fill the gaps and go to the advanced stuff. Already, these things are addictive and exciting, and knowing further is what makes me thrilled. As far as I have recaped is not bad. The target was towards level two, but I did complete up to four as I couldn't resist diving deep.

It's finally a weekend, but these weekends aren't enjoyable to me. Why? These make me feel suffocated, create unnecessary drama in life, a complete chaos.I know what I'm saying doesn't make sense, but I need to taste the change, not the ultimate,e but a minor one.

During the weekdays, time gets faded away like nothing. And I'm kinda enjoying these workdays, why? Because it keeps me busy, engaged, and diverted from the toxicity around me. Soon, there gonna be a few changes in the workplace as well, am secrificing a few things, hope Allah pays me multiple times. The best things about these weekends are the physical rest, and perhaps a little bit, if no plan for getting out. Throughout the whole week, so much stress and trouble this body goes through. Only the Almighty made us capable of going up to a certain limit, and gave us these weekends to heal. So, what will I be doing? Sleep, sleep, and keep sleeping. Hahaha, not that much, but yeah, if I go to bed now, I will make sure I sleep for six to eight hours at least,t which is way more than my usual days.

So yeah, that's it for now, the anticipated weekend is here, lemme sleep now.

Good Night,
Have a great day.