An INSOPORTABLE coexistence 😫🤬 [Esp-Eng]

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Si hay algo que yo amo de esta comunidad, es la libertad de poder expresarme a full, un dia la moderadora principal me dijo que podia soltar sapos y culebra si asi lo quisiera 😂 pero bueno hoy quiero desahogarme un poco de este caos que vivo, en algunas oportunidades lo he hecho, pero llevo tanto por dentro, y he aguantado tanto, que tengo miedo de un dia super explotar y me vaya a pasar algo a mi, porque les juro, les juro que me tiembla todo cuando ocurren cosas como las de ayer en las que tuve un encontronazo con mi linda y adorada suegrita :( un ser que no tiene tamaño para lo insoportable que es, y lo digo yo, que no soy nada facil tampoco.

If there is something that I love about this community, is the freedom to express myself to the fullest, one day the main moderator told me that I could release toads and snakes if I wanted 😂 but well today I want to vent a little of this chaos that I live, in some opportunities I have done it, but I have so much inside me, and I have endured so much, that I am afraid that one day I will explode and something will happen to me, because I swear, I swear that everything shakes when things like yesterday's happen, when I had a run-in with my beautiful and adored little mother-in-law (a being that is not big enough for me): ( a being that has no size for how unbearable she is, and I say it myself, that I am not easy either.

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Para mi desgracia vivo en su casa desde hace 5 años, loca por tener un espacio con PAZ a donde mudarme, pero han sido tantas las cosas que han pasado que entre una y otra se ha alargado el tiempo, y seguimos aqui, cada dia con el espacio mas pequeño, porque ya somos 4, mi "casa" es practicamente estas cuatro paredes, ya que paso el dia aqui encerrada, salgo de mi cuarto a cosas muy basicas como cocinar, lavar, ir al baño y asi, pero olvidense de un comedor donde podria sentarme y comer tranquilamente en familia, o una tarde en la sala tomandome un rico cafe con leche, no, mi cuarto y ya, porque solo busco evitar a esta gente.

Unfortunately for me I have been living in her house for 5 years, crazy to have a space with PEACE to move to, but there have been so many things that have happened that between one and another the time has lengthened, and we are still here, every day with a smaller space, because we are already 4, my "home" is practically these four walls, since I spend the day locked up here, I leave my room for very basic things like cooking, washing, going to the bathroom and so on, but forget about a dining room where I could sit and eat quietly with my family, or an afternoon in the living room having a nice coffee with milk, no, my room and that's it, because I just want to avoid these people.

Y esto no ha sido asi siempre, lo de estar encerrada si jeje pero el tormento con mi suegra, al principio no era tan dificil, aunque les confieso que desde que me conocio yo no le caí del todo bien, su vibra siempre tuvo algo ahi, que no sabria como explicarles, ya luego que me mudé la cosa se dejo pasar y ella pintaba ser muy "amable" hasta que fue sacando su verdadera personalidad, una que choca demasiado con la mia por cierto, pero a pesar de esto no habiamos tenido grandes conflictos, mas que muchisimos desacuerdos en la forma de pensar y hacer las cosas, es una persona despectiva al maximo, sobretodo con personas gordas, quizas por eso yo no le caí del todo bien, ya que flaca flaca jamas he sido, me llmaba "gordinflona" y yo lo odiaba, hasta que mi esposo le hizo saber que no lo hiciera mas, esto disminuyó bastante, pero es demasiado doble moral al criticar cuando su otro hijo era SUPER GORDO, y de paso un acumulador compulsivo que vive literalmente en un BASURERO de cuarto, asi que criticar incluso a mi suegro, esta mal visto, no tiene moral, la he visto criticar y hablar mal de la persona con la que se sienta TODAS las tardes a hablar, o sea que puedo esperar yo al saber que no soy santo de su devocion 😂

And this has not always been like that, being locked up if hehe but the torment with my mother in law, at first it was not so difficult, although I confess that since she met me she did not like me at all, her vibe always had something there, I do not know how to explain, After I moved out, she seemed to be very "nice" until she started to show her true personality, one that clashes too much with mine by the way, but in spite of this, we had not had big conflicts, but many disagreements in the way of thinking and doing things, she is a very contemptuous person, especially with fat people, especially with fat people, He used to call me "chubby" and I hated it, until my husband let him know not to do it anymore, this diminished a lot, but he is too double moral to criticize when his other son was SUPER FAT, and by the way a compulsive hoarder who literally lives in a DUSTROOM of a room, so criticizing even my father in law, is frowned upon, she has no morals, I have seen her criticize and bad mouth the person she sits down EVERY evening to talk to, so what can I expect knowing that I am not a saint of her devotion 😂.

En fin, ayer tuvimos una discusion y yo siento que no puedo mas, no puedo nas con este mal ambiente, con esta pesima vibra, siento que me saldrá una ulcera 🙃😕 han sido demasiadas vainas, y por supuesto ante toda la familia la mala voy a ser siempre yo, por que no me quedo callada nunca?? Pues lo seré, pero por mi bienestar psicologico yo necesito salir de esta casa cuanto antes.

Anyway, yesterday we had an argument and I feel I can't take it anymore, I can't stand this bad atmosphere, with this bad vibe, I feel I will get an ulcer 🙃😕 there have been too many things, and of course before the whole family I will always be the bad one, why don't I ever keep quiet? Well I will be, but for my psychological well being I need to get out of this house as soon as possible.

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Y de verdad que suerte para las que tienen una suegra que las quiere como sus hijas, yo no tuve la misma suerte, y saben que?? Me da super rabia que es demasiado mal agradecida, llenandose la boca como que badie le da nada o la ayuda en nada, pero digamos que alla arriba hay un Dios que para abajo ve, pero definitivamente el papelito de victima que no rompe un platico, yo no me lo trago.

And really lucky for those who have a mother-in-law who loves them as her daughters, I did not have the same luck, and you know what? It makes me very angry that she is too ungrateful, filling her mouth like nobody gives her anything or helps her in anything, but let's say that up there there is a God who sees down below, but definitely the role of victim who does not break a plate, I don't buy it.

De mas está decir que mi mayor anhelo es salir de esta casa, punto y fin.

Needless to say that my greatest desire is to get out of this house, period and end.