Se me complicó lo de la muela y ahora tengo más miedo 😞😞 [Esp-Eng]

Thank you very much to all of you who through my different publications have given a friendly word and advice to me, a thousand blessings to you. Welcome.

Today I am really terrified, you remember that almost three weeks ago I had my tooth pulled out, almost eight days ago I had another operation because I had bones coming out towards the gum and it hurt me terribly. I am not going to lie, I cried a lot. The anesthesia did not hold well, I am very swollen and today I officially no longer have stitches in my mouth, it has been almost three weeks since my tooth extraction and I am still suffering.

Today that I removed these stitches the doctor still sees a process of infection.

I do not like the scenarios because in addition to all the pain, discomfort and discomfort due to my fear of the dentist, there is also the economic cost, something that I do not have to cover what is coming.

I have to wait until Monday to see if the swelling has gone down, my cheek is still a little swollen and he thinks the sinus floor may be infected. So if the swelling does not go down, I have to start the 875 mg Fulgram antibiotic (which is very expensive) and see how it goes, if that does not work, I have to get a panoramic view to see how it is internally and proceed with a curettage.

That procedure is without anesthesia and it hurts a lot, plus I would put a local antibiotic in the wound that would kill the infection once and for all. I am truly terrified, anchored to my God so that it evolves well and does not deserve that curettage, if the last time I suffered horribly because I did not get enough anesthesia and I felt how the third piece of bone was extracted, I do not even want to think about what it will be like to be there with the cleaning in the flesh.

I don't want to be pessimistic, but I also feel myself touching pieces of bone with my tongue and I am terrified that they will be exposed, I think that could be the focus of infection and that is why I am not healing as I should be.

I know that many will say that it is malpractice, but I really do not believe that. This doctor has treated me very well and has been recommended by my friend and she is an ucevist like me, I have faith that he is doing everything as it should be, only that the tooth was really very complicated to extract and now it is only time to finish this terrible process so painful and uncomfortable.

I do not want to deny my anguish, my phobia has increased, my concern for the economic issue to buy the antibiotic, get the panoramic and continue with the expenses prior to returning to school have me very sensitive. I have faith that everything will flow smoothly so that this will pass soon, I just hope it will be as soon as possible.

Right now I am going to visit my friend, I need to talk to her and see if her advice will enlighten me to find a possible solution because I feel very stuck and I can't wait to get out of this uncertainty. I feel that I should not give more importance to this energy of darkness in which I am stuck, I need to focus on something more productive.

For this same situation I do not want to extend and I wish that the next post I make will have better energy than this one, without fear, anguish or worry about health issues.

In advance, many thanks again. See you in the next post. Blessings 🙏🌷

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