[Spa-Eng] AND WAITING DESPAIRS THE ETERNAL VIACRUCIS OF MY HEALTH / Y LA ESPERA DESEPERA EL ETERNO VIACRUCIS DE MI SALUD

about 4 years ago

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Hola amigos hoy le vengo con esta historia para poder liberar un poco los pensamientos de este Vaivén que han Sido todos estos días en los que he intentado salir de lo negativo como ya me han leído algunos en otros post en el último escrito les estuve comentando que estoy tratando de hacer cosas nuevas y diferentes algunas las había querido hacer desde hace mucho tiempo otras las estoy reinventando pero las contras que aparecen son dirás de llevar sobre todo por los problemas de salud que he tenido últimamente y algo quería comentarles hoy sobre eso.

Hello friends, today I come to you with this story to be able to release a little the thoughts of this Vaivén that have been all these days in which I have tried to get out of the negative as some have already read me in other posts in the last writing I was telling you that I am trying to do new and different things, some I had wanted to do for a long time, others I am reinventing, but the cons that appear are you will say that I carry it, especially because of the health problems I have had lately and something I wanted to tell you about today.

Luego de pasar unos días excelentes como les comenté en el post anterior incluso les dije que estado caminando entre muchas cosas para mejorar mi salud y tratar de ser más positivo estos últimos 3 días me he sentido muy mal incluso tanto que no he podido dormir ni descansar bien porque entre el malestar mi mente y mi problema de ansiedad agravan lo que es tratar de por lo menos descansar y relajarse y es que cuando uno se siente mal y más en las noche es como más desesperante y difícil de contrala hasta parece que la noche es más larga.

After spending some excellent days as I told you in the previous post, I even told you that I have been walking among many things to improve my health and try to be more positive these last 3 days I have felt very bad even so much that I have not been able to sleep or rest well because between the discomfort my mind and my anxiety problem aggravate what it is to try to at least rest and relax and it is that when one feels bad and more at night it is like more desperate and difficult to control it until it seems that the night is longer.

Pero en fin aunque debo confesar que ir a médicos y hospitales no es lo mío nunca lo ha sido y menos en las situaciones en las que se encuentra Venezuela ir a un médico privado es sumamente costoso y los pueblitos son toda una odisea y un mar de calamidades y no lo digo en broma cuando hoy en día en un hospital ni una jeringa hay ya eso dice bastante como querer ir a un médico sabiendo todo esto pero ajá aún así.

But anyway, although I must confess that going to doctors and hospitals is not my thing, it never has been, and less so in the situations in which Venezuela finds itself, going to a private doctor is extremely expensive and Little towns are an odyssey and a sea of calamities and I'm not kidding when nowadays there isn't even a syringe in a hospital and that says a lot like wanting to go to a doctor knowing all this but aha still.

Y aún así entre esos pensamientos nocturnos desesperantes que se derivan del dolor del desespero y la ansiedad de no poder dormir está ese pensamiento que me dice pero debes ir al médico saber que tienes que está pasando hacerme unos exámenes aunque ya tenía un diagnóstico y hasta un tratamiento pero al parecer no está surgiendo el efecto esperado o por lo menos no tan rápido como esperaba o quería se que tengo y debo ir a evaluarme y una de estas mañanas he tomado la decisión con todo y lo mal que me sentía entre ese malestar y el mal dormir tener que levantarme temprano para ir al médico es casi un sacrificio netamente necesario y obligatorio.

And yet among those desperate night thoughts that stem from the pain of despair and the anxiety of not being able to sleep is that thought that tells me but you should go to the doctor to know what is happening to me some tests although I already had a diagnosis and even a treatment but apparently the expected effect is not emerging or at least not as fast as I expected or wanted I know what I have and I must go to evaluate myself and one of these mornings I have made the decision with everything And how bad I felt between that discomfort and the bad sleep, having to get up early to go to the doctor is almost a clearly necessary and obligatory sacrifice.

Luego de tomar la decisión he ido a un centro médico hospitalario (público) que está cerca de mi casa buscando alguna practicidad y solución rápida claro también intentando facilitar las cosas no he descartado buscar ayuda de algún conocido lo que en se conoce como alguna palanca por cierto que en dicho hospital conozco a una dra y a una de las bioanalistas solo debía llamar a ver si estaban de guardia o saber a dónde me podía dirigir y con quién hablar claro está que eso facilitaría que me atendieran si no más rápido por lo menos garantizar un trato más adecuado a el que acostumbran dar en dichos centros ya tuve una mal experiencia así por eso lo digo con propiedad de no conocer a nadie estaría peloteado todo el día como les pasa a mucho pero logré contactar a alguien (la dra).

After making the decision, I went to a (public) hospital center that is close to my house looking for some practicality and a quick solution, of course, also trying to make things easier, I have not ruled out seeking help from someone Knowing what is known as a lever, by the way, in that hospital I know a doctor and one of the bioanalysts. I just had to call to see if they were on call or to find out where I could go and who to talk to. Of course, that would make it easier for They would attend to me, if not faster, at least to guarantee a more appropriate treatment than the one they are used to giving in these centers, I already had a bad experience like that, that is why I say it properly, since I did not know anyone, I would be in a ball all day, as happens to many, but I managed to contact someone (Dr).

Está quien muy amablemente me atendió claro me conoce y además es amiga de mi mamá me indico enseguida con quién debía dirigirme uno de sus conocidos al cual me dijo que también llamaría para notificarle que yo iba a ir de su parte lo cual daría garantía aparte de que me atendieran como ya dije que el trato fuera por lo menos aceptable y así fue cabe descartar que con todos los percances que pueden existir en dicho hospital fui atendido en menos de dos horas que ya para alguien que se siente mal y ha dormido poco es bastante aunque en este punto no me quejo sin el contacto puedo ser peor como les comenté antes otros pasan hasta todo un día para que siemplemente los vean y si es que logran que los vean yo tarde no menos de dos horas pero ok aquí es donde viene el problema también.

There is the one who very kindly attended me, of course, he knows me and is also a friend of my mother. He immediately told me who I should contact one of his acquaintances, who told me that he would also call to notify him that I was going to to go on their behalf, which would give a guarantee, apart from being treated as I already said, that the treatment was at least acceptable and that is how it was, it is possible to rule out that with all the mishaps that may exist in said hospital I was treated in less than two hours someone who feels bad and has slept little is enough although at this point I do not complain without contact I can be worse as I told you before others spend up to a whole day just to be seen and if they manage to be seen I will not be late less than two hours but ok this is where the problem comes too.

Mientras soy atendido el dr me hace algunas preguntas las cuales respondo también comentándole que tengo un diagnóstico previo a esta consulta y que tengo una condición médica que es mi problema de tiroides ajá pero igual el decide hacerme cierto exámenes que resultan no hacerlos en dicho centro ya hablamos de la precariedad y lo costoso de los privados así que comienza el dilema.

While I am being treated, the doctor asks me some questions, which I also answer, telling him that I had a diagnosis prior to this consultation and that I have a medical condition that is my thyroid problem, but he still decides to ask me certain exams that turn out not to be done in said center, we already talked about the precariousness and cost of private exams, so the dilemma begins.

Ya sabiendo lo que me esperaba o tenía que hacer con la orden de exámenes ni siquiera pregunté en ese mismo hospital si hacían esos exámenes me dirigí a un laboratorio también cercano a pocas cuadras a por lo menos pedir el presupuesto de cuánto salía todo eso y ajá el precio total es de no menos de 70$ para algunos será poco para los que no tenemos esa cantidad por lo menos en el momento es difícil conseguirla con algunos familiares aunque también es difícil y algunos aporten tampoco es algo de ya para ya lo que va a prolongar dicho examen para algunos días después mientras termino de completar esa cantidad de dinero que como ya dije para algunos es poco he visto en mi trabajo como personas consumen esa cantidad y más en licor lo que es una ironía que unos gasten esa cantidad para dañar su salud y otros la necesitemos para mantenerla ya en otro post había hablado de las ironías de la vida y las dos caras de la moneda soy de ese pensar por eso hago este comentario acá no pude en el momento también volver a pensar en ello.

Knowing what was waiting for me or what I had to do with the order of tests, I didn't even ask in that same hospital if they did those tests. I went to a laboratory also close to a few blocks to at least ask for the budget of how much all that cost and, uh, the total price is no less than $70 for some it will be little for those of us who do not have that amount, at least at the moment it is difficult to get it with some relatives although it is also difficult and some contribute neither is it something from now to now, which is going to prolong said exam for a few days later while I finish completing that amount of money, which, as I already said, for some is little, I have seen in my work how people consume that amount and more in liquor than It is ironic that some spend that amount to damage their health and others need it to maintain it. In another post, I had talked about the ironies of life and the two sides of the coin. I am of that opinion, that is why I am making this comment. ario here I couldn't even think about that again at the time.

Knowing what was waiting for me or what I had to do with the order of tests, I didn't even ask in that same hospital if they did those tests. I went to a laboratory also close to a few blocks to at least ask for the budget of how much all that cost and, uh, the total price is no less than $70 for some it will be little for those of us who do not have that amount, at least at the moment it is difficult to get it with some relatives although it is also difficult and some contribute neither is it something from now to now, which is going to prolong said exam for a few days later while I finish completing that amount of money, which, as I already said, for some is little, I have seen in my work how people consume that amount and more in liquor than It is ironic that some spend that amount to damage their health and others need it to maintain it. In another post, I had talked about the ironies of life and the two sides of the coin. I am of that opinion, that is why I am making this comment here I couldn't even think about that again at the time.

A todas estas aquí el título de mi post es tan desesperante y frustrante tener que esperar no solo reunir el dinero si no también tener que esperar para hacerme dichos exámenes y esperar los resultados un sin fin de esperas que despesperan la situación de salud que tengo saber que pasa y quién no ha pasado por el despertó de la espera de algún resultado de algún laboratorio desde una prueba de sangre o embarazo en en caso de las mujeres o las parejas que no planifican dicho acontecimiento como se siente este Vaivén de emociones de no saber que tengo o que pasa con mi salud o mi cuerpo esperar que un papel me diga o indique que tengo en si es totalmente una calamidad eso SIM mencionar lo ya mencionado que es la recaudación del dinero pero bueno tocará esperar no sé si un día dos una semana igual creman que les haré saber si algo he tenido con esta comunidad es empatía así que espero que todo salga positivo no puedo olvidar lo que ya he venido haciendo por mi y que esto sea solo un tropiezo confío en Dios y todo saldrá bien un saludo a los que me leen gracias cada vez que escribo me siento bastante mejor los espero en la próxima.

To all of you here the title of my post is so desperate and frustrating to have to wait not only to collect the money but also to have to wait to take these exams and wait for the results endlessly you hope that the health situation that I have despair to know what happens and who has not gone through the awakening of waiting for some result of some laboratory from a blood test or pregnancy in the case of women or couples who do not plan said event How do you feel this fluctuation of emotions of not knowing what I have or what happens to my health or my body? Waiting for a piece of paper to tell me or indicate what I have in itself is totally a calamity. Well, we'll have to wait, I don't know if one day or two, maybe a week, they'll cremate, so I'll let them know if I've had anything with this community, it's empathy, so I hope everything turns out positive, I can't forget what I've already been doing for myself and Let this be just a stumbling block. I trust in God and everything will be fine. Greetings to those who read me. Thank you every time I write. I feel much better. I hope to see you next time.

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