Sin café / No coffe | 5 minute FreeWrite
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SPANISH VERSION
Hubo una época en la que me toco cuidar a mi madre enferma en un hospital público. Eran, si se puede decir, buenos tiempos. En el sentido que se podía logran buena atención a nivel de salud comparada con estos tiempos.
Quien ha tenido la experiencia de cuidar a alguien enfermo sabe que en un hospital no se puede dormir correctamente. Cuando no se queja un paciente, llega la enfermera a colocar tratamientos y el carrito con los medicamentos hace un ruido espantoso, los pensamientos fatalistas que te asaltan por la vida de tu familiar, porque el hecho de estar hospitalizado es indicativo de riesgo, o el acompañante del paciente rueda la silla, camina, hurga en sus pertenencias y así mucho movimiento.
En mi caso solo dormitaba cuando el sueño y el cansancio me dominaban, mi subconsciente siempre alerta me despertaba sobresaltada porque su condición no era nada alentadora. Y en la medida que pasaban los días se desmejoraba más y me atacaba aún más el temor… No quería dormir ni un minuto, solo de pensar que muriera y yo estuviese dormida.
Decidí hacerme una terapia con una planta llamada “moringa” que me decían que era energizante y si la tomaba en la noche no me dejaría dormir. Efectivamente los primeras noches resultó pero luego ya no. Hice que me llevaran termos de café, cuando no, compraba a los vendedores de café que los dejaban subir a las salas de hospitalización a venderlo.
Hasta que llegó la noche mas oscura de mi vida y mi cuerpo ya no daba mas, la falta de sueño me había debilitado y requería mi dosis… Pero yo no tenía café, cabeceaba del sueño y mi mamá agravándose; estar sin café me hizo sentir terrible necesitaba energía, era lo que me impulsaba, que me daba fuerzas y no sentirme tan agotada, no me dormí pero tampoco hubo un final feliz.
Con los meses resulté sufriendo de la tensión, y otras patologías, me quitaron varias comidas, agregaron medicinas, el médico me dijo: Estarás sin café hasta nuevo aviso o quizás ya no lo temarás más. Al pasar los años lo volví a tomarlo, me aseguro de no quedarme sin café aunque sea en las mañanas. Sigue siendo mi compañero, testigo de momentos tristes, alegres, impetuosos, sabios… Siempre hay una historia que contar que pone un toque especial acompañado de café.
ENGLISH VERSION
There was a time when I had to take care of my sick mother in a public hospital. Those were, if you can say, good times. In the sense that you could achieve good health care compared to these times.
Anyone who has had the experience of caring for someone sick knows that in a hospital you can't sleep properly. When a patient does not complain, the nurse arrives to place treatments and the trolley with the medicines makes an awful noise, the fatalistic thoughts that assail you for the life of your family member, because the fact of being hospitalized is indicative of risk, or the patient's companion rolls the chair, walks, rummages through their belongings and so much movement.
In my case, I only dozed off when sleep and tiredness overcame me, my subconscious always alert and startled me awake because his condition was not at all encouraging. And as the days went by, she got worse and worse and I was even more afraid... I didn't want to sleep even for a minute, just thinking that she would die and I would be asleep.
I decided to take a therapy with a plant called "moringa" which I was told was energizing and if I took it at night it would not let me sleep. It worked for the first few nights, but then it didn't. I had thermos flasks brought to me. I had them bring me thermoses of coffee, when not, I bought from the coffee sellers who let them go up to the hospital wards to sell it.
Until the darkest night of my life came and my body was not giving more, the lack of sleep had weakened me and I needed my dose... But I had no coffee, I was nodding off from sleep and my mother was getting worse; being without coffee made me feel terrible, I needed energy, it was what drove me, what gave me strength and not feel so exhausted, I did not fall asleep but there was not a happy ending either.
As the months went by I ended up suffering from tension and other pathologies, they took me off several meals, they added medicines, the doctor told me: You will be without coffee until further notice or maybe you won't be afraid of it anymore. As the years went by I started to drink it again, I make sure I do not run out of coffee even in the mornings. It continues to be my companion, witness of sad, happy, impetuous, wise moments... There is always a story to tell that adds a special touch accompanied by coffee.
Tema Generador: Sin café / No coffe
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Most interest groups and businesses have discord rooms on the side because they wont talk here or more able to teach views there to shill out of public view. They can do odd stuff to you in discord rooms they cant do here. I’ve seen people get mugged and shaken down in discords, be careful while visiting new discords, even if they are a business. They shut down the discord room along with all of the evidence of their crimes the group around @fyrstikken and his discord server @steemspeak. They also hide behind skirts there while on the creep like they do in the new ones they are in.
The operators doing V2K with remote neural monitoring want me to believe this lady @battleaxe is an operator. She is involved in the same discord groups around @fyrstikken and friends. Her discord is Battleaxe#1003. Shes in some groups with seemingly detached characters that dont even acknowledge the others in the group, looking oddly staged. She starts projects and does nothing with it or the delegations after its used to sway people. Like @steempowertwins does<------fake along with her @teamgood <------fake. No substance in her comments and has a following that adores her for what? Life coach she is not nor is she insightful with any meaningful skills to follow. Ruler of pixie dust maybe? I would like for someone to show me but probably wont out fear maybe? @fyrstikken groups around him down voted me into censored and not viewable on my accounts as soon I told what they were doing.
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