My family drama: 5 Minute Freewrite

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With the death of my father. Everything changed. My mother cried too much. My grandparents took care of us. Every day my mother became more distant from me. I began to have frightening nightmares that paralyzed me. I was only five years old. I remember it perfectly. My sisters began to misbehave at school. Thousands of complaints from the teacher. I remember that when it was my bedtime I would cry to my grandmother not to leave me alone. And so I grew up with fears that grew worse every day. That was my family drama.
Con la muerte de mi padre. Todo cambio. Mi madre lloraba demasiado. Mis abuelos pasaron a cuidarnos. Cada dia mi madre se alejaba más de mi. Empecé a tener pesadillas atemorizantes que me paralizaban. Apenas tenía cinco años. Lo recuerdo perfectamente. Mis hermanas comenzaron a portarse mal en la escuela. Miles de quejas por parte de la maestra. Recuerdo que cuando me tocaba la hora de dormir le lloraba a mi abuela que no me dejara sola. Y así fui creciendo con miedos que cada día se acentuaban. Ese era mi drama familiar.

When I became an adolescent I visited a psychologist and started therapy to overcome and manage those fears that still lingered in my life. My mother and my sisters also received therapy. I was able to overcome those fears and my emotions, I began to recognize them when they appeared and in therapy I learned to control them. Thank God I have resorted to many alternative therapies which have helped me a lot.
Cuando me hice adolescente visite a una psicologo y comence hacer terapias para vencer y poder manejar esos miedos que aún pernoctaban en mi vida. Mi madre y mis hermanas también recibieron terapia. Pude vencer esos miedos y mis emociones comencé a reconocerlas cuando aparecían y en las terapias aprendí a controlarlas. Gracias a Dios he recurrido a muchas terapias alternativas las cuales me han ayudado muchísimo.

Today I am spiritually strengthened and my family drama is over. The fears are gone. The only thing left is the memory. I look at it from a different perspective and honoring my mother. At that time, because I was so small, I did not justify her behavior. Now that I am an adult I have recognized and accept the situation she went through.
Hoy estoy fortalecida espiritualmente mi drama familiar ya pasó. Los miedos desaparecieron. Solo queda el recuerdo. Ya lo miro desde otra perspectiva y honrando a mi madre. Que en aquel entonces por ser tan pequeña no justificaba la conducta de ella. Ahora que soy una adulta he reconocido y acepto la situación vivida por la cual ella pasó.


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This was my participation to @mariannewest and @latino.romano 5 Minute Freewrite.
Esta fue mi participación a @mariannewest y @latino.romano 5 Minute Freewrite.

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Çocuklukta yaşamış olduğunuz bir çok üzücü ve veren olayı olgunlaştığımız zaman daha iyi anlayıp kabullenebiliyoruz. Annenizin erken yaşta eşini kaybetmesi onu bunalıma sürüklemiş ve size kötü bir durum yaratmış. Bir ince onu affedip bu durumu kabullenmeniz sizin daha iyi olduğunuzu gösterir
Duygularınızı bizlerle paylaştığınız için teşekkür ederim. Türkiye'den @baycan sevgilerimle.🤗

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