Today I return to this wonderful community that has allowed me to express myself openly and work my emotional intelligence a thousand percent... Very grateful.

As we are in the month of March, I decided to talk about this month's theme, which is satisfaction, and I really have many things to tell you today, about how I have improved in many areas in my life and the satisfaction I have felt when I have achieved them.

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For some time, about six years ago, my relationship with makeup was null, and it wasn't because I didn't like it, I just found it hard to see myself in the mirror, I didn't know how to apply it and I wasn't very excited to try because I was afraid of failing in the attempt.
I was not very photogenic, I think not at all, I just lived always with a very low self-esteem, I didn't feel myself, I felt ugly and I believed that even if the most expert made me up I wouldn't change anything about me.

Years went by and I decided to buy foundations and powders, obviously I bought the cheapest products and I didn't know exactly what shade I should choose, I just saw one and said that the concealer, which was very wrong, many times I tried to make up to go to my high school and the results for me were not very encouraging, sometimes I looked like a fright or I had carrot color on my face, that and the bullying I received did not make me feel better, so I chose to leave it and not try it again.

As the years went by, to be more precise 2020, I decided I wanted to take it up again, I always saw makeup techniques on YouTube or Tik tok and I was excited to achieve that magical finish that many girls obtained in their videos, so I decided to fill myself with all kinds of information, look for more videos, blogs, some other tips and that got that wound was beginning to heal step by step.

I decided to start working on my face, it was not worth it to put on so much makeup if my skin was not healthy, I had to give it love and the necessary cleaning to prepare it for all the craziness that was going to happen during that time.

My skin after a few arduous months with aloe vera, which helped me a lot by taking it in capsules and rubbing it on my skin, it was wonderful and it is something I still do today to improve my health.

My uncle's wife gave me an intensive course of eyebrows and eyelashes, I decided to do it and it was a very nice experience, I learned a little more about the faces of each person and I began to analyze mine and see what I favored more and what not, I did many online courses and met a girl who is now a great friend, who taught me many makeup tips.

Now for two years I can take pictures of myself without makeup and with makeup, I managed to improve myself in many aspects and the satisfaction I feel is very great and I will never forget it, I still have much more to give of myself, I feel it is still not enough, but I will look for the best way to highlight in every aspect of my life, being the best version of me, a healthy girl, with dreams, with goals and with a big smile and will continue working daily on my emotional intelligence.

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Las demas fotografias son de mi propiedad tomadas en su tiempo con mi celular Huawei M20 Lite

The other pictures are of my property taken at the time with my Huawei M20 Lite cell phone.