Frustration:Joy killer

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Most times I have nowhere to run to
Most times I have nowhere to hide
Most times I have no hands to hold on
Most times I lack the shoulder to cry on

I am my own nightmares
I am my own scars
Most times I reject myself
Actually to deny what am really

I have carried thousands of burdens
I have carried my deepest pains
I have carried my greatest shame
Now my soul spring sorrows like a fountain

Sometimes I have a shade
Sometimes I grow cold in rain
But who am I to tackle
When depression comes to reign

Most times I am my own adoption
When my strength just Start to fail
Who can heal this frustration
That my life can no longer bear
I wish I can give up on myself.