Story of my damaged shoulder - it’s really bad:(
Hi, guys!
As it turned out, I did it for a reason. It’s not all right.
When in the morning I opened the mail, which received the results of the examination, I was paralyzed for about 20 minutes. Not that I understood everything that is written in the doctor's report, but it is too obvious that nothing good is written there. I looked over and over at the three-page diagnosis, trying to figure out what to do now.
Unfortunately, my traumatologist will only be able to see me on Tuesday, which means that until Tuesday I can only be nervous about what happened there.
I thought that the pain that was still in the shoulder was just a long-term effect of the injury, and it will soon go away, but now it doesn't look like it will be. In addition to numerous injuries, injuries and sprains, there are several more diagnoses.
I just believe and want to hope that all this will not lead to an operation, or to the fact that it will never be possible to do my favorite sport now. I can no longer see myself without aerial gymnastics and madly miss training.
This is what my shoulder looks like on an MRI. Of course, I don't understand anything about this, but the conclusion is written below and, as I said, nothing good is written there. I'm so scared. I really cannot live without regular exercise, it greatly affects not only my physical, but also my mental health.
It's a little funny that now my dog and I are in the same position. She also has a pain in her right front leg, and earlier I said that because of this, I removed the bed frame, putting the mattress on the floor so that she could still sleep with me.
My husband is very supportive and tries to cheer me up, but this does not work well, given the degree of my despair. I can only wait for Tuesday and, deep down, hope that the doctor will say something like "these are little things in life, you can go to study, everything will pass by itself," although I understand that this will not be so.
See you in the next post!
Love, Inber