Silent blog from war zone: life thoughts

Hi, guys!

For several days I was not in blogs, this is because, in the end, constant nervous tension ended up in me getting very sick, and I had to run to the doctors, and lie down for the rest of the time. Today I felt a little better and I can at least write something.

Two days ago, several fascist tanks were brought to the city where we are now, completely burned down. We only know about this because when we walked they were just unloading them on the square, but literally a few hours later they were taken away.

The fact is that the day before, a Soviet monument had been dismantled on the square. They are being dismantled all over the country, and rightly so. But something must take their place, and at first they wanted to put these tanks there as a symbol of victory. But public opinion very quickly condemned such actions, and people later suggested making a normal monument to the dead Ukrainians, and not putting this fascist garbage in the city.

I still wanted to go see the next day, but they managed to take them out. That's good.

My dog ​​and I are looking forward to returning home. The main thing is that before that time I have time to recover, otherwise it will be very difficult to survive the road. And I still don't know how my dog ​​will react to the trip, because the last time he was scared by the trip, and in principle he does not like to ride in a car. This in itself is strange, she has no traumatic experience, but for some reason she is very afraid.

We are constantly making plans about how to organize life when we return. It is clear that this is not a completely safe step, but homesickness has already reached completely unprecedented proportions.

The other day I wrote to my aerial gymnastics studio. It turned out that they don’t have coaches yet, but new directions have appeared in which they do. I'm always happy to try something new, so most likely I'll still go and try to do it. Maybe not on the first day, but definitely. And I really hope that it will be possible to practice vocals again, but I don’t dare to ask this question to my teacher yet.

Ultimately, all these are hopes to return to the life it was before the war. And I really hope it works.

Take care of yourself and your loved ones:)