Me and my dog with same paw trouble
Hi, guys!
Yesterday I complained a lot about my shoulder, and today I will also complain about mental health. I didn't expect the bad news to knock me down so much, but that's exactly what they did. I am in a complete stupor, and practically can not do anything. I have a little more than a day left before the doctor's appointment, and I can only think about that. What will they tell me, what awaits me, whether I can continue to play sports.
In an amicable way, I need to write to my coach, but I'm scared. And, probably, it is better to do this after the doctor comments on the diagnosis. I wanted to google what it all means (although it’s so obvious that it’s not good), but I stopped myself. Probably, you can wait another day without frightening yourself once again, and it's so bad.
My dog is still sick too and will see her doctor tomorrow too. She often had problems with her hind legs, but never with her front legs, this is something new for us. All the hope is that she really just jumped unsuccessfully and stretched her leg, I really hope that at least my baby has nothing serious, and, of course, I worry more about her than about myself.
My husband continues to try to calm me down, but it doesn't work much. I can only think about my training, which I haven't been to for a month now, and it is not known how long I will not get there. This unsettled me very much.
Now I hope to put my saxophone together and play at least a little. I have been playing not so long ago, but I have already managed to understand that it calms me down well.
Yesterday we stopped at a music store and I bought a new ligature for the instrument. This is a special lock that fixes the reed to the mouthpiece of the saxophone. The one that came with my instrument is just disgusting, and every time I wind it up I have the constant impression that now it will just break.
I hope the new one will be better, tomorrow I will share my impressions.
Take care of yourself and your loved ones:)
See you in the next post!
Love, Inber