GOD WHEN?

This is dedicated to all the youths out there struggling on a daily to make ends meet. It is quite very much sad that some people really have to work almost to death before there get what there want in life or what there wish and almost dream of.

Life is very much not a bed of roses for everyone, for some are born with silver spoons while others are not, it, therefore, becomes very much hard for both groups to coexist before a person born with no silver spoon works with those born with it there have to work their lives out to get into that position. God when? As a young boy/youth growing up the pressure, and urge to make it in life, the thinking of how/what the future might be for you, the thought of not having money, the thought of being broke, that feeling drives us youths so crazy, this pretty much gets us so pained.

Having been through so much as a kid growing up, Gabriel started up living with his mother after they both were abandoned by his dad and later had a sister again from another man who still left. On a later run, God helped their mom remarried this time it was different.

Things have being going well for them all education, feeding provision of basic needs at this stage when Gabriel pretty much could get any thing he asked for though reasonable, was being feed, given pocket money, school fees and requirements all taken care of, this was very much a blessin to him. Gabriel never knew there was more to life than just that, he gain admission into the university. At the verge of rounding up his second year in school, his only source of help, and motivation, passed away, this was when things really began to get messy.

It was a like a dream at first to him, but all was reality, how would I start he thought, his mom on the other hand was not very much strong financially, the only source of income left for her to use in managing the family and sending these children left behind to school was siezed by her husband family members. Things were just really messy, Gabriel foster dad was buried, everyone went back to their various habitats, Gabriel returned to school to continue the strugle, with lots of thoughts on how he was going to cope.

But God was faithful, he made it through the third year, and now in the forth almost rounding up, but yes this is quite an achievement but this really have to change. Gabriel is tired of the way he lives, he really want to change things for his family, he really wants to give his mom the best she deserves, he really want to get a stable source where constant income can always be coming through. Things really got Messy for Gabriel, he gave everything deep thoughts, he works multiple jobs as a student but the pays are not really enough, he dogs all he can to make ends meet, but things are really not falling in place, God when? he always ask.

With tears in his eyes he will think all night, every night he goes to sleep with lots of thoughts on his mind. What kind of a life is this he would ask himself, God when? A life with no support from any family member, he have to do everything all by himself at this age of him. Why cant things just change for me, why cant I really get what can make my life change, ONE BIG BAG, he will always say. The pressure is very much vissible on him but he still is not willing to derail from the right part all for the quest of getting these things through a short cut means, but his spirit is weakening, the courage to continue pushing is slowing diminishing, the gas to ride is is finishing, God when?

There are points in Gabriels life where everythings really gets out of hand, there are times he really wishes he does not exit, quite painful to run this life with no one to seriously support you, There are times when giving up becomes the only option. This is very much unbearable he will say, can't I just for once be happy, have something I really wish for. If wishes where horses, he will say. God When?