Courtyard spaces. Riverside-5

If, before any walk around the courtyards, attach a GPS tracker to me, and then see what I drew on the map from the satellite, then there will be just chaotic lines, like those drawn by a one-year-old child.

It is impossible to trace my route during yard walks.

And all because I am acting without the mind, that is wherever my inner sensation leads me, that's where I go.

I can walk around one house several times without even going into the neighboring yard.

But sometimes I turn on my mind to make sure once again, to find confirmation that there is absolutely nothing to do in that yard.

And it always turns out that if my inner self does not lead me to that courtyard, then if I look there anyway for the sake of checking, then there is nothing interesting there.

Here you have to trust your feelings, surrender to the circumstances.

Do not regret that you did not go into this or that courtyard. You must regret the wasted time if you look there through force.

This is the same as deceiving yourself. Well, I don’t want to go there, so it’s not necessary. And to satisfy your interest, curiosity - this means going against the soul.

It turns out that in this way you feed your mind and do not trust your inner self.

I've had this several times that I can't start filming or I don't know where to go.

This means that I have not freed my mind completely and it prevents me from going after sensations.

It's like a program malfunction, a disagreement of codes: one is configured for one thing, the other for another.

And then you have to choose one thing: either collect your thoughts, wisely and choose the right direction...or send everything to hell and take the first steps in any direction, and then go wherever you look.

Go where my eyes look - this is the most correct description of how I walk.

But everything that I said above has a framework. I walk spontaneously within a given framework, that is, the boundaries are streets that I cannot go beyond.

Otherwise, I would have had problems with the sequential study of the courtyards, after their absolutely chaotic passage. And then I would not know where to start the next walk.

To be continued...