Cheers To A New Beginning Filled With Hopes And Anxiety π₯
Although happy that I have been able to attain this height but yet still, I am filled with anxiety and fears about how I would be going through these phases.
Firstly, I am grateful to God for this opportunity because I am sure if it was to be by my strength and effort I am sure I never put in my efforts from the onset. After all, it still feels like a dream, that I got a good score and was given the exact course I applied for without a change.
Today marks the official beginning of a new phase of my life, academically and although it's beautiful to know I have gotten to this point but then, my worries know no bounds.
I wake up every morning thinking of what my four years in the institution hold for me and how I am going to cope with them with so much on my hands.
I wake up each morning with thoughts in my mind, "I wish I could turn back the hands of time, maybe I wouldn't have procured the jamb form, "What do I do and how do I go about these four years of my life", "Who sent me", "What're these years going to look like" because definitely, it feels like I am in the dark and just walking ahead with no certain direction of where I am heading to although aware of the number of fears but the fear of the unknown within these four years are giving me high blood pressure ππ³π©
They say "School is not for the weak and the poor and indeed they are quite right because I kind of get myself worked up whenever I remember the finances I have put into my academics even for just a beginner like me and the thought of how much more finances I will get to put into it keeps me on my toes.
Although not sure of how or what this new beginning holds in store for me but I have got hopes that although the anxiety, I am coming out strong πͺ, once again cheers to a new beginning of my life.
Congratulations π
Thank you ma
Stay positive, and stay focused, and I wish you all the best in this new beginning. Congratulations
Thank you for your encouragement
You're welcome
Congratulations dear
The location should be Uniuyo I think
Thank you, yes you got that right.
Wow!
You are welcome
Thank you, are you also there?
Yes dear
Okay, that's good to know. Just may be one day we will get to meet each other.
Yeah!!!
I hope so dear βΊοΈ