Some Feelings And Emotion Seems Hard To Express
Sincerely, some feelings and emotions just seem really hard to get over because they hunt and hurt so badly.
There are some levels of disappointment and betrayal you get from people in some aspects of life that just hit you really hard and sucks differently.
These feelings are literally very hard to explain or express in most situations or points in time.
You've been neglected by life to the extent that you don't even know how to explain or even express your pain or feelings to anyone.
Which can be crazy because it messes with one's mind and mental health, which can make one lose his or her mind.
It's literally a state and situation where you just want to talk less, mingle with people less, and do many other things to try to get it off your head and just start a new life.
I just believe it's a stage where you feel lonely, neglected, betrayed, depressed,etc. And if care's not taken, it might end up changing or making you a bad person who they barely want to have something to do with.
But then they'd ignore the times when you were a good person and weren't trying to be a problem and focus more on the bad sides they led you to.
Something,I feel, everything is not worth fixing. Move on. The only reason people take you for granted is because they assume you'll always be there and would find it hard to move on without them in your life.
Prove them wrong. No second chances to those who had all access and abused it. There are better people out there waiting for their first chance and ready to do anything to be a part of your life.
I know it can be so hard to let go, but trust me, sometimes it's better to let things go and leave people and situations alone. Stop looking for explanations, excuses, closure, validation, or answers.
Stop living a life centered on what others did or didn't do. Focus on how you want to feel and what you can do about it. Peace comes when you realize that your happiness was created by you. You are your own responsibility.
Remember, some things have to end for better things to begin. Think about it well and take the necessary steps you need to take to have your peace and be the happy self you've always looked up to being.
I'm definitely going to work towards this as well. And always look back to this particular post as a reminder.
Thank you for taking the time to go through my content here on this amazing community where one is opportune to express themselves through writing.
I will appreciate your input to help me do better as this is my first time making a post here.