Seduction

As I have posted yesterday, my first day of lent was broken due to the burger lunch, I'm being very careful selecting my food now and also reminding myself to NOT fall for the "exchanging" term. I will have to rely on my own will power to conduct this abstain period.

The morning begun with a cup of mil tea, and I went with zero sugar. It wasn't so bad as my friend also packed food, chicken feet noodle with dumpling. We all know chicken is off the chart, and dumplings are wrapped in pork, I ditched those chicken feet and dumplings to my friends, and left with noodle alone.

Before I manage to get myself off from the breakfast table, another friend brought us a huge pack of crunchy roast pork. So crunchy as if I can feel the pig skin exploding inside my mouth, but had refused it. Friends keep on trying to persuade me to take some of the extremely tasty roast pork, giving me more "reason" then last time, saying I can opt for replacement day.

Seriously, there's so much more of stuff can lure me into eating the wrong stuff 🤣 I'm not exactly sure I said the right thing to fight my battle, I replied my seducers with "I don't need a replacement day, and that's the reason of why you guys unable to stop smoking". After that I actually feeling kinda bad about my comment 😂 but it is the truth.

My will power is still very strong, and I'm determine to pray for myself. There's so much more challenges in my life, my job, my family, my kids. Set religion aside, even my cholesterol is standing at an alarming number, who knows one day if I collapsed and you'll never see me again.