One after another

At this point of time, I am really lost of word. I'm not exactly sure if I should hold on to my dearly life with this job, anymore. The amount of pressure is at my maximum tolerable threshold. I know, there's tons of motivation guru can twist the fact and mind trick to "look at the bright side". The bright side is, I still have a job at this trying time, but the other side is tremendous amount of bullying at ridiculous level.

I know it very well, I can simply ignore the fact that they stuff word in my mouth commit me in to ridiculous amount of work and call that non performance. Even if they have enough data to accuse me for not performance the work they put on me, I'm still the most outperformed staff in the branch, generating most revenue for them. They can fire me, but that will take them a very long time to put everything in line legally, but still do I choose to stay here and continue take the beating? It's been 8 years working at this company, this is probably the worst kind management treatment I'm getting so far.

They ask me a question, regardless which answer I give, whether positive or negative, they just wanted to trick me in to the next hole. Positive, why don't you replicate it? Negative, why don't you set it right and live the example? Suggestion, well the management can accommodate that, but you'll have to commit a figure. Even before I can say yes, the figure is in and I am supposed to deliver because I have said voiced my concern about stuff that matters.

Seriously man, I really don't know what to do anymore. If I stay back, they're gonna find ways to destroy me and kill my reputation. I will no longer be able to work in this field anymore. Even if I can survive any longer, they're just going to continue piling up shit on me and call me a shitbox for the rest of my career in this place. And the reason I'm still here struggling, partly due to the badly destroyed economy, and I still have 4 mouth to feed. If I choose to leave this place, I better have a job that is sustainable and hope it's not as bad as this one.

Pray for me guys! Either those shit heads magically disappeared from my current company, or I get a better job offer. I wish I can be a full time blogger and the hell with the bloody job, but who doesn't? Too much of a blogger and not enough content consumer, what's good with a blog?

Side note of my recent #liketu experience. Tried to share a bunch of weekend walk at the park photos, and noticed it stopped at the panoramic photos. I did tried to wait it up, keep the screen active until I literally fall a sleep and smash my face into the coach, woke up couple of hours later to find the post upload still stuck at the panoramic photos. Not exactly sure if it was due to the size of the photo? Or the actual dimension of the picture is not allowed by #liketu

Or could be my shitty connection speed. Not complaining #liketu, but an honest feedback. If it can be fixed and the upload experience being less problematic, it will greatly save me sometime from making the same post repeatedly just to get it out.