BROKEN

I tried so hard to be with you,
I grew some balls to tell it to you,
It took me some time, so I hope it's good.

I know I wasn’t the good looking type of person,
But I know no one will treat you like I planned treating you.
So, I came up to you, and told you that I love you.
But you laughed so hard, and said I was too fat for you,
And that was the phrase that stayed encrypted to my brain.

So I kept it in there to build a better man,
Thanks to you, I’ve now became a better man.
But thanks to you, I’m no longer a confident man.
And thanks to you, I’m killing my self to not hurt others.

Just because I don't show my pain,
Doesn’t mean I live in a better place.
And so, I decided to move on, and love another.
I gave everything left of me to the other one,
But she did everything you did, and even worse.

I remembered playing the guitar while singing to her,
I told her I love her, and she said it back to me.
But what I didn’t know is that she said those things to play me.
Shit!! I’m so fucked.
Now I want to commit suicide
Cause I got a feeling that’s the only way out.

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