One day I'll be free but nothing is working
What released me before does not anymore
I'm humbled mighty lord what more do you want
All I have now is pain and experience
What could I possibly do with this, what good
Time itself is my greatest enemy
My soul now underwater slowly drowning
When will my nightmares become realities?
My greatest fears that I never imagined
I'm simply just a passenger in this life
There's no controlling this invisible war
Will my mind finally break, will I rise?
Today I could die then what, no purpose known
Are we born with our fates because it feels so
I think in my current condition my mind is still a bit fried but I would like to express myself in some way. I have been undergoing some pretty extreme treatment to deal with some chronic pain I suffer with. I finally am starting to have hope. I have a unique condition similar to Fibromyalgia but much much worse...
I honestly thought the other day I was going to die after I had a severe reaction to some new medication. I completely hit rock bottom. This is some thoughts I have presented as a sonnet