Nomad

i was a nomad
nothing of value
i sold everything
my body was overused

from one place to another i wandered
through highs and lows i searched
acceptance, beauty, love
riches, glory and everything above

but all i had was only sorrow
heartbreak and a penny and a single pillow
persecuted out from the shallows
beaten and cheated, my pride i swallowed

and on a quiet mountain, i stand on a cliff
and quietly smelled the grass
for once i felt peace, i felt the wind
and then i talked to Him:


"kill me, kill me now"
"i do not want this, i do not need this!"
"KILL ME! KILL ME NOW!!!"
"I DO NOT WANT THIS!!! I DO NOT NEED THIS!!!!"


my greatest downfall

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